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Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Post-Valentine Week: #6 Because Love Never Dies…

I planned to post seven real life love stories during the valentine week. However I got caught up with some work and I could post only five stories. So I decided to post the rest of the two stories under the title, Post-Valentine week stories. And obviously there is a need of few stories to end your hangover of Valentine week with…

It was midnight; I and Vipin were at the terrace. We were stoned and we were witnessing the beauty of the nature in silence. Stars were twinkling bright and it was a full moon day. Out of the blue, Vipin broke the silence,

“Light one cigarette bro!”

“Sure” I said and took out a cigarette, lit it up, took a long drag and passed it to him.

“You know bro; the best thing to do when you are stoned is to witness the beauty of the nature.” He said

“I know bro.” I said

“Why you are so silent than usual?” he asked me

“There is something which is going on in my head from a long time now. I always thought of asking you but couldn’t muster up the courage to face you.” I said

“What is it bro?” he asked me

I let out a sigh of relief, mustered up all my courage and asked him,

“What happened with her?”

There was a silence for a while, perhaps I have touched some personal topic which I shouldn’t have, I reflected.

The story starts with the start of our college; it was the first day of our college I was trying to get along with people around me when I got a call from some unknown number.

“Hello” he said

“Is this Vipin?” said someone from the other end

“Yes speaking, may I know who this is?” he asked her

“I am jenny’s sister. She is in hospital and her condition is somewhat critical. She is in ICU unit. Before getting unconscious she asked me to convey this message to you. Can you come here?” she said

“I am coming.” He said and hung up the call

He drove his bike as fast as he could; he skipped a few signals and finally arrived at the hospital. He parked his bike, asked the receptionist regarding the ICU unit, climbed up the stairs and he saw her parents sitting outside the ICU unit.

“What happened to her?” he asked them

Everyone was crying and no one said anything to him. Their silence was killing him from within. He didn’t know whether she was critical or not. He didn’t know whether she is going to make it or not. He peeked through the glass window and there she was lying unconsciously with several pipes attached to her body, it made him feel even more miserable. Tears started coming out from his eyes and he didn’t try to control them at all. He excused himself for a while, went downstairs stood in one corner and cried his heart out. He has never seen her in such conditions, he had never imagined in the wildest of his dreams and when today he saw her in that situation he couldn’t help but cried his heart out. After a while, he got a call again from her sister. He disconnected it and ran upstairs. When he entered the room he saw her smiling at him. Even in this condition she gave him that smile for which he was mad. Her gesture moved him completely. He held her hand and started crying.

“Hey what happened to you? I am fine Vipin, please stop crying now.” She said

He didn’t say a word; he kept on crying uncontrollably until the doctors came in and asked him to leave. As soon as he came outside he asked her sister,

“What happened to her?”

“She tried to commit suicide.” She said which blew his ears off, eyes almost popped out and mouth was wide open.

“But why she would do that?” he asked her

“I don’t know. Only she knows the reason behind it. I thought there was something wrong between you two and because of that she must have done that. But she told me that this has nothing to do with you while you were downstairs.” She said

He was perplexed. He had no clue why on earth she would do that. Several thoughts started circulating in his head until the doctors came out and said,

“She is fine now. However we will keep her for few more days. She has been traumatized with something which she wouldn’t tell. But her condition is serious and it requires attention. She is still very weak both mentally and physically. I would suggest you all not to bring any such topic which might disturb her. Just keep her motivating and she will recover from this quite soon. She needs your support that’s all.”

He had mixed feelings at that point of time. He was glad that she was out of danger but why did she try to take her own life was something which was still disturbing him to the core. Her parents were not telling him anything about this situation. And he can’t ask her anything about this as the doctors advised him. It was a case of chaos all over the place.

Every day after college he used to go to the hospital and meet her. He would always take a bunch of flowers for her, he would sit there for hours and hours and tell her the stories from his college, friends and when she would laugh over his jokes he would just gaze at her. It used to give him inner peace which he didn’t get anywhere else or from anyone else.

Days turned into weeks and weeks into a month, she was discharged finally from the hospital and she was back at home. But even in her room she had all the medical equipment’s like oxygen machine, heart-pulse rate machine. He never brought that topic ever again and all he did was spent most of his time with her and pray to god that she should come out of this very soon.

This continued till one and half years. She was still not completely recovered from her state.  She was still trapped in that trauma. However she showed from outside that she was happy but there was something which was killing her from inside.

That night, again he got a call from her sister, he panicked.

“Hello is everything fine with her?” he asked her

“We lost her Vipin. She is no more.” She said and stated crying

And he couldn’t listen more. He disconnected the call and became quite. He was sitting with his parents, he couldn’t react. After a while he excused himself for a while, he went on to the terrace, sat on one corner and silently wept for the rest of the night.

There was an eerie silence, yet again. I was completely moved with his story. I was almost close to tears. Perhaps even he was. We didn’t say a word for a while to suppress our emotions. And then he broke the silence, yet again

“You know bro, I never used to smoke, booze that time. But since then I couldn’t help. I couldn’t talk about it because I was not that close to anyone in college. I needed a support which I never got from anyone and so in search of that support I ended up doing everything. However I don’t have any regrets regarding all this. I only have a regret that I never got to know why she tried to take her own life. And that too twice.  First time it was her luck or maybe fate which saved her. But when it happened the second time, even her fate betrayed her and I lost her forever. But she is in here, deep down, in my heart.” He said

I just hugged him tightly and whispered into his ears, “I am sorry bro!”

I wonder why I come across such people all the time. Why is it me every time? When I look at him, I feel terrible. Why life is so unfair with us?


Perhaps god makes me meet these people so that I can write their story and share with the world.   


Friday, February 14, 2014

Valentine week: #5 The Story that touched my heart…

Before I begin with the story, I would like to wish every one of you a very special valentine’s day. May god bless you all and help you to find the one who came in this world for you. May god bless you in the best of your times and help you during all the lows of your relationship. Nothing is perfect in this world, and so there comes a time in our life when things don’t go right in our relationship. When that will happen just hold on with the one you love and fight together, because it’s just the test of time. And when you succeed to do that, your love blossoms and it gets a direction.

On the occasion of Valentine ’s Day I will be sharing three real life love stories throughout the day. The story which I am going to share is a very special story. It’s about a girl who was handicapped, who almost lost her hopes with life, who never thought would be able to get someone in life who will love her unconditionally. But when things which are destined to happen, it happens. And when that happened, her happiness knew no bounds, no limits…

She was quite young when one accident in her life changed the whole course of her life. She was a kind of girl who was very strong and ambitious. But life had something else in store for her. And in one stroke it took away all her happiness of this world. She met an accident which resulted in turning her into a handicap. For quite some time, she lost her self-confidence and she couldn’t figure out the reason behind her existence. Whatever dreams she had meticulously knitted for her life was now in dumps. She couldn’t fight with the dark times that overshadowed her life. But it was the support from her parents that she came out of this trauma and worked hard to bag a job. She used to be on wheel chair all the time, but she used to work hard and slowly she started getting recognition from everyone at her workplace. But deep within her there was something about which she couldn’t do anything. She always wanted to fall in love with someone, experience the thrill and magic of love. But looking at her own condition now she couldn’t help but cry nights after nights. She was way too beautiful, she had innocence on her face which was something heavenly. She always asked god why this happened with her. People are materialistic, who will fall in love with someone who is supposed to spend the rest of her life on a wheel chair. No one wants to take someone’s responsibility. Her hopes were shattered, and she had almost befriended with her solitude. All she used to do was, go to work, come back home watch TV and sleep. There was a part inside her which was dying gradually. She didn’t know what she will do. How she will take care of herself for the rest of her life. Who will be there with her after her mom and dad. This thought always used to disturb her to the core.

But whatever happens, it happens for our own good. When we pass through rough phases in life that happens because god was busy during that time making great plans for us. One weekend, she was at home reading newspaper when suddenly she saw an ad in the matrimonial column which said,

I want someone who really needs me. I want to marry someone who will love me unconditionally.”

She was surprised to see such ad in the matrimonial column because that was something very unusual. She was already impressed with the guy who has put up this ad. Is there someone like him in this world was her first thoughts. She took some time to think about it and then she decided to contact that guy. He was from Tamil Nadu, a Tamilian Brahmin. She called him,

“Hello, my name is Niva. I saw your ad in the newspaper.” She said

“Hi Niva. My name is Vignesh. Can I know from where you are calling?” he said

“I am a Gujarati, I stay in Surat with my family. I am working in State bank of India as a branch manager.” She said

“Oh nice. I am from Tamil Nadu, working in HP as a software engineer in Chennai.” He said

“Before I ask you about anything, I would like to tell you that I am a handicapped. Whole day I spend my life on wheel chair and I am completely dependent on people for many things.” She said

“I am really sorry about  that. But how it is related with my marriage proposal?” he asked her
She was shocked with his reply. She was expecting that he would say something politely and hung up the call. But this was something very unusual for her.

“I would like to meet you Niva.” He said

“When? I won’t be able to come to Chennai in this condition.” She said

“I will come to Surat. Tell me the dates when you are available and I will make sure that I come there to meet you.” He said

“Okay.” She said

She was surprised. She couldn’t believe what was happening. She pinched herself, she wanted to know whether she was dreaming or it was the reality. After two weeks Vignesh came to Surat, he was invited by Niva’s family to their house. He was tall, dark and handsome. Someone from whom Niva’s gaze was not moving away at all. She felt embarrassed for gazing a guy like that but he had something very magical in his personality which differentiated him from other people. The way he talks, the thoughts he has was simply amazing. I mean who wants to hold hand of a handicapped girl in today’s time. And he was perfectly fine when it came to his physique. It wasn’t even like he was also disabled and needed someone who would understand his disability. He could have married anyone, girls must be dying over him. She wanted to know why he was doing this.

“Before we jump on to other things, I just want to know, why you want to marry someone like me. You  are perfectly fine, do you realize what your life will become if you marry me? I can’t even use the washroom by myself. Why you are doing this?” she asked him

“I don’t know, as I have written in the ad I want someone who really needs me, who will love me unconditionally. I don’t care whether you are disabled or not. Because that hardly matters for me. Even if you are completely dependent on me I don’t mind it at all. And I will make sure that I give you everything you aspire for, you dream for. I want to live a kind of life, that when I am at the door of my death I could look back and feel happy about it.” He said

He won her heart. Undoubtedly there would never exist any such guy who will think this way. Even though she was way too beautiful, it used to get unnoticed just because of her disability. But this guy was someone so pure, he needed a partner who will love him from her heart irrespective of what her physical condition is. The whole family was impressed with the guy and they had no objection. Niva’s dad enquired about his family and they got to know that Vignesh’s mom and dad are not alive and he stayed alone in Chennai. However there were his family members with whom he had already discussed before coming here. Soon the families met and their marriage was fixed. It was Niva’s choice to decide the kind of marriage they will do, whether it will be a Gujarati style or tamilian style wedding. And to everyone’s surprise she wanted to go for Tamil style marriage. Vignesh knew he was going in the right path, he has found the right girl.

And within few months they got married in Surat in a Tamil style marriage which surprised everyone. Whoever came to their wedding were deeply touched by both of them. There was this guy called Vignesh who brought light in Niva’s life when she had no hopes from her life. And there was this girl who decided to marry him in his traditions. Who gets to see weddings like this?

It’s been almost ten years of their marriage now. Vignesh and Niva are still in Chennai, they have got their own house, and they have two wonderful kids. Till date Vignesh gets up every morning, take Niva to the washroom do her every work, lift her whenever required, drop her to her office where he would again lift her and drop her inside her cabin. Then he will go for his work. And while returning he would pick her up and take her home. She feels blessed now. There was a time when she used to curse her life for turning her into a handicapped. But now she realized why that happened with her, if that would have not happened then she would have never came across guy like Vignesh who comes in this world once over a century, who has made her life so beautiful that there is no space for any other issues of life. Whatever comes in their way, they face it together. They deal with every situation together. They have set an example for all the people out there. I salute this couple from my heart, and wish them the best of times forever and ever.

Are they God in form of human or human in form of god?

On that note I would like to conclude this with a quote,


“If you are willing to love someone unconditionally then nothing else matters.”


Thursday, February 13, 2014

Valentine week: #4 Ooopppss I fell in love…

Today I confess one thing about this valentine week, posting real life love story every day is not a cup of tea as I thought it will be. And how I have missed posting two stories twice this week. Today I was supposed to share story number six for this week and end the week tomorrow with the final story. However I promise you all that I will be sticking to my word and by the end of this valentine week you will have seven real life stories to reflect upon, or who knows even more.

There is a small story behind this story which I am going to share. I was quite clueless after sharing three love stories, I was clueless about the fourth one. I won’t kid you, I really was short of few stories so that I can compile this week with seven love stories. And I had gone to Bangalore for few days where I met a friend of mine from school days and he shared his love story which was intense as well as quite interesting and then something flickered into my head and a smile flashed over my face. Yes I got the other one was my first thoughts. So let’s not beat around the bush and come directly to the story…

It was during those times when internet became a fashion, social media was something which was really new in our world and everyone was crazy about Orkut. People used to be so active on Orkut, and feel so happy checking their scraps, testimonials, comments and community. It was an extension to their same life. It was something unusual, something different and that feeling gave immense pleasure to so many people. When they could re-connect with their childhood friends, relatives it was a beginning of a whole new era. And that was the time when a guy named Amit met Tanvi over Orkut. Before you start expecting that they fell in love as soon as they came across each other then I am sorry to disappoint you. The case is very much different from what you have thought so far. Amit was a kind of guy who was not bothered about getting into relationships or flirting around with girls. Although he was not even gay. He was in ninth grade at that time. And his thoughts were completely different back then, if I am supposed to put this in some way then he was someone who would run away from the spot if any girl spoke to him. He was way too shy when it came to talking with girls, and moreover he was too busy in his happening life to even care about having girlfriends unlike his other friends who were literally going gaga over girls. So one fine day he came across this girl Tanvi in one of his community on Orkut, and they started hating each other from the very first day. Neither of them knew the reason, it was a feeling of hatred, something which came naturally to them about each other. Whole day both of them used to be busy knocking each other down and one of them would win at the end of the day. And the next day was followed by the same thing all over again. This continued almost for the next two years, when one day Amit decided to keep everything aside for a while and talk to her. Because he had too much of fights with her and he was literally done fighting in his life. He had never fought with anyone so much before in his life. And when he began talking to her, she was confused why all of a sudden Amit was talking to her so nicely. And in this confusion of their changed behaviour towards each other was the reason behind the start of their friendship.

And with the start of their friendship, Facebook became quite famous and took over Orkut. Things were upgrades, from scraps to wall, and a much more secured account with so many different applications and games attracted more people towards it. And so they shifted their gears and began chatting with each other almost daily. It used to be a normal conversation, trying to know about each other well. Most of the time both of them had the same feeling that they were so wrong about each other before when all they used to do was fighting with each other like cats and dogs. And it gave them a chance to unveil the other side of each other which both of them liked and their friendship was being nurtured quite well. After two years of fighting around it took Amit another two years to ask her number. He was damn too shy to do that as well as quite scared. Several thoughts used to keep circulating in his head, questions like what If she says no, what if it ruins our friendship used to disturb him a lot. But somehow he even managed to do that one day. He asked her number and she gave him without asking about anything. And then he realised what kind of dumbass he has been all this while breaking his head over so many things. He never thought it would be so easy to do that. It just required a bit of confidence. However they hardly used to call each other. And after passing his 12th grade he went to Bangalore and joined an engineering college. She was still in Delhi. While going back to his hometown from Bangalore during his vacation he met her for the first time on Delhi airport. He asked her if she could drop by to meet him as his connecting flight was from Delhi. She didn’t hesitate a bit and turned up on the airport. While in his head, it was another fight going on with so many thoughts which made him quite nervous. As this was the first time in his life he was going to meet any girl alone. So he had to be impressive as well as confident. But she knew how Amit was and she made sure he felt quite comfortable in her company. It was a nice time spent together and then he boarded his flight for his hometown.

Once he was in his hometown, they started talking with each other on Facebook, Skype, text messages, everything which was available. But they never called each other. They always wanted to but always left it on time. And one day suddenly he got a message from her which said, “Why didn’t you say anything last night when you had called me?” and he was confused. He checked his dialled list immediately to find her number in the middle of night. And he realised maybe while sleeping he had pressed call button. But what a coincidence, he might have pressed the button while sleeping but the thing was why only her number out of so many in his contact list. So he decided to call her that night and explain her what happened with him last night. That was the first time they were going to talk over phone, and they ended up speaking with each other for the whole night. Both of them were enjoying each other company so much that neither of them even thought about the time. And when they checked the time then they realised that they have spent the whole night on phone. And since then it became their habit, with every day passing by they started spending a lot of time with each other. They started sharing everything that used to happen with them during the whole day, discuss minute problems and other issues of life. And that was the time when they realised how comforting it was to be in each other’s company.
And one day during their one of the conversation she asked him something out of the blue.

“Can I come to Bangalore to meet you?” said Tanvi

“What? Really? Yes sure come if you can.” Amit said

“You know something I have never experienced a kind of life that you live, away from parents, sneaking into hostel at late nights, having fun with friends, going on long drives. I want to experience it all. So I want to come there and spend some time enjoying my life with you.” Tanvi said

“Hmmm. What I can say? I would just say one thing, if it is possible for you to come then do come to Bangalore.” Amit said

And suddenly a week later she was in Bangalore. She called Amit and asked him to meet her. She was staying with her brother. Amit was nervous, that day it took him almost two hours to get ready. Somehow he managed to meet her on time. She was looking way too gorgeous, and that was the first thing which came out of his mouth.

“You look gorgeous.” Amit said

And she blushed. That was enough to make him understand that his compliment made her quite happy. Amit had already planned everything for her the same day when she told him what all she wanted to do. She was in Bangalore for a week, and Amit made sure that he does everything he could to fulfil her wish. And soon the week was over and she was supposed to leave the next day early morning around 4 am. They met each other the last evening and when she was leaving for her brother’s place she asked him something.

“Can I hug you? Because I know that even if you want to hug me you will never say that.” Tanvi said

He didn’t say anything and she took it as his approval and hugged him tightly. It shook his whole body, blood started rushing everywhere. This was the first time he got a hug from any girl and not just any girl, lately he has started liking Tanvi a lot but as always he was way too shy to say anything. She hugged him and left for her brother’s place. He stood there for a while. He felt different. It was something magical which he never felt before. And he was sure now about one thing that he has fallen in love. But his mind was not ready to accept that. He has not been like this before in his life, he was totally different, he was someone who used to think that relationship and love is a waste of time. But he couldn’t believe it how this happened with him. And that too with someone whom he hated so much in his life. He fell for someone who made his life hell in his community on Orkut. This was something unbelievable for him. And he reflected on those four years how things have changed so dramatically for him. After a while he took a cab and left for his hostel. He was experiencing the magic of love now but the thought that she will leave for Delhi tomorrow morning and he had no clue when he will meet her again gave him a thud in his stomach. He called up his friend who knew about his feelings for Tanvi,

“Dude she hugged me. What am I supposed to do now?” said Amit

“Nothing just go and propose her you idiot.” He said

“Okay.” Amit said and hung up the call

“Bhaiya please turn around the cab, I want to go back from where you picked me.” Amit said

“What????” the cab driver was perplexed

“Fast Bhaiya, it is really urgent. Take a U-turn now.” Said Amit

And the cab driver took a sharp U-turn and drove back to her place. As soon as the driver took the U-turn he saw her sister’s car coming from the other side and he got so nervous that he asked the cab driver to take him back to his room. But he had to propose her, doesn’t matter if he couldn’t meet her at her place he decided to meet her early in the morning around 4 am at the airport. He didn’t tell her anything, he wanted to give her a grand surprise. He booked a cab for early morning, ordered a bouquet of red roses to be delivered at the airport around 4 am and whole night he was sitting on a chair so that he shouldn’t fall asleep. But if that would have happened then it would have become too predictable and easy for him to confess his love. And no wonder why he dozed off. When he woke up, it was already 7 am, she had left for Delhi and his whole plan has flopped. He had no clue when he fell asleep. He was shocked how things has turned out so differently. Whatever he plans everything just gets spoiled. Before this day, while she was in Bangalore during that week he took her once to Hard Rock Café where he made arrangements with the guest band so that he can propose her in front of everyone. He even held her hand and moved in the front to see the performance of the band and when the time came for him to propose her, he was too nervous to do that and he left. Today he was regretting that. If he would have done that then today this wouldn’t have happened. However he left it on time, and waited for the right moment to arrive.

And the right moment arrived very soon, the next day after what happened he decided to propose her when they were talking over phone, that night after so many years of fighting, arguing and so many great moments they shared with each other, he took the initiative to sum up the whole thing and present in front of her as a gift of love for her in his one sentence which seemed magical for her.

“What if I tell you that I like you?” Amit said out of the blue

She became quite now. For almost five minutes she was quite which gave shivers down his spine. All they could hear was each other’s breathe. And after five minutes of the wait finally she broke the silence,

“And what if I tell you that I like you too…” Tanvi said

And again there was a moment of silence for another five minutes.

“Is it only liking or is it love?” asked Tanvi

“Both of them are same thing know.” Amit said

And both of them started laughing. Yes finally he had proposed her. He had said what he always wanted to say from a long time and she accepted it. Even she wanted the same thing to happen perhaps. And that night when he told her that he actually tried twice to propose her when she was in Bangalore, she couldn’t help but kept on laughing on his state. And when he told the U-turn story then she told him, “You could have still come to my place and proposed me. I could have come down.” And he felt like an idiot for not thinking about that. But still what is destined to happen that happens no matter how hard you try. He never thought that after knitting all those proposal plans so meticulously he will end up proposing in the most stupid way. However that’s other thing that it didn’t happen the way he wanted, he always wanted to propose her in a grand way. But in that moment of happiness both of them forgot about the whole world and kept on talking with each other the whole night.

And it became their habit to spend the whole night over phone until unless someone used to doze off in the middle of night. But after one month or two they started feeling the heat of their relationship. Whenever either of them used to be busy it always erupted a fight between them. And sometimes it made him think, maybe this was not his right decision to get into relationship. But she was someone who would never leave him at any point, even after fighting with him she would call him and ask him whether he had his dinner or not and if not then she would make sure that he eats his dinner. And that moment Amit would feel that she was someone so right, so nice, so beautiful, and so lovely. She cared for him and so did he.

A few months later, he decided to meet her in Delhi to spend their first valentine day together. When he gave this news to his brother, his brother was so excited to see who this girl was who changed the thinking and mind-set of his brother, even he came to Delhi along with one of his cousin. Amit reached Delhi a day before the Valentine’s Day where he saw Tanvi with loads of present probably for him. And his brother and cousin were already waiting for him. Amit introduced them to his girl and they booked a cab from the airport. While sitting in the cab, Amit was sitting in the middle, on one side Tanvi was sitting and on the other side his brother was sitting. His cousin took the front seat. As soon as the cab left the airport Tanvi gave him seven presents, each for every special day of the valentine week. He was delighted to know that she took care of every little details and actually she got him present for seven days. And she kissed his cheek wishing him happy kiss day. Amit got all worked up as his brother was sitting beside him, he was feeling way too shy so he whispered into her ears, “my brother is here…” he kept on whispering that into her ear and suddenly he felt something over his lips. He felt something warm, he didn’t even realise when she kissed him. It felt great, it was something which was magical, he was speechless he didn’t know how to express this feelings in words. And some feelings are such that you can’t express in words, to experience such feelings we kiss the one with whom we are in love. And they had their first kiss on kiss day in a cab. And after spending the valentine day with her, he came back to Bangalore.

Even after facing few hurdles which came in their way they kept aside their ego and followed each other’s heart. Their love and care for each other was enough for their relationship to sail through all the rough phases, all the tough times, and all the storms that they came in their way. It obviously took a toll on both of them for a while but soon enough they came out and they came out of all those troubles with flying colours. And that was time when they realised that fights and issues are a part of life, but that doesn’t change anything in their relationship. Soon enough they overcame the feeling of possessiveness for each other, the insecurities that they had which usually spoils any long distant relationship was no longer present between them, they started giving each other enough space so that no one feels that this relation has become a burden for them. What all was left was just love and care which brought them even closer and finally made them believe in one fact that it was destiny which brought them together and they are supposed to be together. From strangers to friends and from being friends to someone so close to heart was a kind of indication that they are supposed to be together. All they need to do is love each other unconditionally and walk together in this walk of life.

When he was done with his story, I felt glad. I didn’t know that someday he would be in a relationship. And knowing the fact that both of them have overcame so many negative feelings which usually spoils people relationship made me feel really glad about their relationship. And that was the moment when I decided to share this story for this valentine week. However it is also my destiny that I came across this story in the middle of this valentine week when I was actually short on stories. It was my destiny to listen to his story so that I can share this with all my readers.

  

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Valentine week: #3 Long Live Love!!!

Before I start with another story, I would like to apologize to all my readers for not posting anything yesterday due to my unavailability I was not able to write anything for yesterday. As I mentioned that every day this week I will be posting one real life love story, being unable to do that yesterday I apologise. However I will make sure that I compensate for my unavailability and give you another heart wrenching story for this week. The story that I am going to share today, is one of the most heart wrenching story, which I am sure will pierce your heart and make you believe in love even more.

The story is about two people who fell in love with each other. Although there was nothing dramatic about how they fell for each other but what happened later on was something which I can never imagine and made me believe in one thing that if you love someone truly then doesn’t matter you are with them or not, you will love that person forever and ever.

“There’s only a week left for our marriage. How are you feeling?” she asked him
“I don’t know. It’s something which I can’t express.” He replied

“When will you leave from your office?” she asked him

“In sometime, have loads of work to finish off before I leave.” He replied

“Okay. Then complete your work and go home as soon as possible its quite late now.” She said
“Yeah. I love you.” He said

“I love you too.” She said blushingly

It was around 2a.m at night, when her phone started vibrating. She checked her phone, it was a call from his number.

“Hello” she said in her sleepy voice

“Do you know Dr. Vivek?” said someone from the other side

“Yes. Who is it?” she asked him

“He has met an accident. Are you his relative? I found this number in the last dialled list. We are in Fortress hospital, ICU unit. Can you come here now?” said the unknown guy

“Whaaaat??? How is he? What happened to him?” she got panicked

“I can’t tell anything for now. Doctors are trying their best. Although he is critical. Are you his family member?” said the unknown guy
“He is my fiancé. I will be there in sometime.” She said and hung up the call

She took her car and drove her way to the hospital as fast as she could. She parked the car and ran towards the ICU unit. And there he was lying on the bed unconsciously, with several pipes attached to his body, heart pulse fluctuating a bit too much.

“Are you his fiancé? I am the one who called you. He met an accident on the highway. Perhaps he was returning home from his work. A truck collided with his car and I was passing by so I took him here.” Said the unknown guy

“Thank you for everything. What doctors are saying about his condition?” she asked him

“I don’t know really but they look tense. I have been trying to ask them but they don’t say anything at all.” Said the unknown guy

“Oh shit!” she said and tears started rolling down her cheek.

It was something which was not in her control. She was crying but effortlessly. It was all pouring out from her heart. She started calling his family members who were also in the city. In sometime everyone from his family arrived there. After she saw his mother who was soon going to be her mother in law, she broke down in her lap.
“Have faith in god beta, everything will be fine. How this happened?” she said

And she told her what happened with him. Hearing that everyone got panicked but somehow they tried to control themselves and keep up their positivity alive.
“Nothing can happen to him.” Said his mother

After few hours of wait, finally doctors came outside from the ICU with their heads down and sadness all over their face.
“How is he now? Is he fine? Tell me doctor how is he?” she asked the doctor

“We are very sorry to say, we couldn’t save him. Lots of blood had lost while coming here but we tried our best to save him. I am sorry.” Doctor said patting her shoulder
And then she fell on the ground hearing that, it seemed as if the world has come to an end for her. She started screaming, yelling, cursing the god; kept her hand between her legs and cried uncontrollably. Her mother in law hugged her and both of them kept on crying. She couldn’t believe her fate. Whole life she was running away from love but it kept following her. And when she finally decided to tie her knot with someone she loved intensely then god took him away from her. It was only one week left for their marriage. All the preparations were done, everything was set and then this happened.

“Why it happened with me? Why???” she said

No around her had any answers. Everyone lost someone, someone lost his brother, someone lost their son and she lost someone with whom she wanted to spend the rest of her life. She called everyone at her home and gave them the news. In one stroke the whole happiness of two families was taken away by fate or by god. No one knew what wrong they did that they had to face such adverse situation.
Days passed by, she was still in the trauma of his death. She took leave from her hospital, came back to stay with her parents and whole day she used to lock herself up in her room. She wouldn’t eat, she wouldn’t meet people all she did was cried over her loss with his photo in her hand all the time she kept on mourning. Everyone in her family was shocked when life slapped them in their face but they wanted her to come out of this trauma. Everyone knew it was very tough, almost impossible to come out of it when it was just a week left for their marriage. But they can’t give up, they had to be strong. She needed someone’s support and they had to be strong enough to give her that support.

She became weaker day by day, she was depressed with her loss and that changed her a lot. She was more silent than usual, sometimes people didn’t even know that she was also present in the room. Her presence was not noticed by anyone. She isolated her from everyone and went back to Delhi so that she can be alone with his memories and no one around her to show her sympathy.

One day she got a call from his mother, she still treated her as her mother in law.
“Hello” she said

“How are you beta?” said his mother
“I am fine. How are you?” she asked her

“I am fine too. Beta I wanted to talk to you. I got to know about your condition. I know this is very disturbing but also inevitable. We can’t change what already has happened. It was god’s decision which no human can change. I have also lost my son, but I have lived my life. You have your entire life in front of you. I want you to think about your marriage. I can’t see you in this condition. You can’t give away your life like this. Things have to change for good and even he would wish for the same that you move ahead with your life.” Said his mother
“I understand everyone’s concern for me but please don’t talk about marriage and all. I can’t just forget him and marry someone else. I loved him a lot. For the first time in my life I loved someone so deeply. Maybe it’s not in my destiny to love someone. Whole life I spent studying and achieving goals that I have set for myself. And when I realised that, I was already in love with him. And that’s why I wanted to marry him. I can’t marry anyone else. Even though I couldn’t marry him but he was my life. And I can’t think about sharing my life with anyone else now. I am sorry mummy but I have to go now. I have some work.” She said and hung up the call

Everyone in her family left her on her state for almost six months but then parents can’t see their child in such conditions. It pinched them every time they saw her mourning in his memories. And they wanted her to marry someone. She came back home for a week. And all her siblings were there to convince her.

“Why don’t you marry someone? It’s not the end of your life. Things happens in life which changes the course of life but does that mean we should stop living.” Said her brother

“And we can’t see you in this condition. I know it’s a huge loss but you can’t give up on your life.” Said her sister
She was listening to what everyone had to say quietly. She knew there was no use of arguing with them. They would never understand that what he meant for her. He meant the whole life for her. And how she can live if she don’t have her life with her. When everyone was done, she got up quietly, went to her room, locked it and started crying all over again holding his photo in her hand.
It was the last day of her vacation and she was supposed to leave for Delhi in evening. Whole week everyone tried hard to persuade her but she didn’t say a word.

“What have you decided about your life?” asked her father for the first time that week

“There is nothing to decide. She has to marry someone. We are not asking her to marry now. But maybe a year later or two she should marry someone. I don’t want to die with this stress in my mind that there is no one to look after her.” Said her mother

“I know every one of you care about me too much. But I am telling you one thing now and I don’t want to discuss about it anymore. I can’t marry anyone in my life apart from Vivek. He was my life. Whatever happened it was meant to happen. But what will happen in future is purely my decision. And I am not going to come back here at all if you keep on persuading me to marry someone else.” She said
“But why can’t you marry someone else? It’s not like he was the one guy left in the world.” Said her mother and that pinched her
“What will you do? You have your whole life in front of you.” Said her father
“I will dedicate my life for what he believed in. I will study further. And I will dedicate my whole life in saving people’s lives. I am a doctor by profession and that’s is my only duty now. And I didn’t sign any contract with him that I will love him only if he’s alive. My love is eternal and pure. It can never be replaced by anyone else. I loved him unconditionally and so did he. Even if he was in my place then he would have done the same thing. I can’t betray him for my happiness. We decided to live our life together and we will. Because he is with me maybe not alive in this world but he is alive in my heart, in our memories and I can spend my whole life only with his memory.” She said and left for airport.
It’s been almost fifteen years now of his death. She has achieved a lot in her career and has dedicated her life for humanity. She is one of the best surgeons of the country now. And she only comes back home to sleep, sometimes not even that. She has not given herself enough time to even think about the tragedy that happened that night. But sometimes it still haunts her. She still loves him and her love is an example which I usually had given to people around me.

By sharing this I am not trying to prove any point. Its good to move ahead in your life, you can’t always stuck at one point. Moving on is easy when your boyfriend/girlfriend breaks up with you. I often reflect on this point, and ask everyone to move ahead with their life when they face break ups in life. But what will I do if I lose someone whom I loved so intensely in my life forever is something I still can’t figure out. Maybe I will do the same, spend my whole life with her memories. Because she didn’t leave me, it was our destiny which took her away. She is still committed to me while her time was perhaps over in this world and she had to go. Or maybe not. Perhaps I will move ahead with life, given the fact it will take a lot of time to heal the wound, or maybe it could never heal something like that. However thinking about her that if I move ahead with life then maybe it will give her soul peace in the other world, maybe I would even do that. I don’t know. You can never know until unless it happens with you. And I wish, I pray that it never happens with anyone else. I pray that everyone who love someone get them forever in their lives.
I don’t want to prove anything by this story. I just wanted to share this with all my readers. Maybe I have left you feeling loved. I have only one piece of advice for every one of you out there. Respect your love, nurture it so that it grows quite naturally. Fights and misunderstandings are a part of life which will happen with everyone. But just because of some silly absurd reasons people end up their relationships. Don’t do that, if you love someone, love them unconditionally. Try to understand each other, instead of imposing things over each other. If someone requires some personal space give them. Don’t think in the other way. After all we all are very different from each other. We are not the same. Our nature is different in some or the other way. Try to overlook the flaws and love for what you like in them instead of pointing out what they did wrong, make a note of what they did for you to make you happy. Live happily and face the storm together, its life which always gives you shocks with surprises. Hold on with each other during the shocks of life and jump over each other with the surprises that life has in store for you.

Today is Promise day, and I want you all to take a vow that you will become a better person than how you were. You will make sure that the person you love should never feel dejected, if something goes wrong you will hold their hand and walk till the end. And if you don’t love someone, then kindly don’t spoil their life just because you want to show other people that you have a boyfriend/girlfriend. You have no right to play with anyone’s life. And never have the thought of taking revenge, it’s not what you should give in return just because they did the same to you. Forgiveness is way greater than anything else in this world.
Thank you…