Falling in to a void...

He woke up with a heavy heart, mind full of questions afraid of getting lost in the space and not making out of the void...

I feel choked at times,

Thinking about where my life is leading to.

Anxiety and fear takes charge,

My mind refuses to wander now.

What is this phase that never ends,

What is this feeling that never goes away.

Fight! My heart says,

I'm tired, replies my soul.

There is always a feeling of isolation,

That always supersedes,

The feeling of joy.

Am I becoming a slave of time?

Or am I already one.

Often I feel caged, often I cry

For I am a free bird

Who wants to fly.

For I am not afraid of darkness

But the tunnel never ends.

Scars have become my mark,

Have befriended the pain and cries.

For I don’t want to run anymore.

Life shows a glimpse of the shining sun,

But dark clouds never leave my way.

“How much more?” I ask the universe,

“Till you can take it,” she replies.

Hold my hand and walk with me,

For I don’t want to be alone anymore.

“But you are not,” a voice echoes in to my ears

Time has beaten me down,

Every time I have tried to get up

My knees hurt now, muscle refuses to bear the pain.

Why I feel so miserable?

My soul fails to understand

Nights are cold, mornings are bright

But still I can’t feel anything

My mind is blocked, heart is numbed

For I maybe falling in to a void...

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The Wait...

Every morning when I wake up, I wait for the day when we will be together

There is fun in the wait, but kills you slowly from inside

Heart feels a pang whenever I have to bid you goodbye

Another day awaits, consoles my heart

But the longing never goes away, mind exclaims

Why does one have to wait? Asks my soul, every time I go to bed

For one has no clue, when that day will arrive

Or maybe, not arrive at all

Making the wait, even more difficult

For I can run through the waves and walk on the fire

I can melt the ice and burn the sun

But, I don't want to wait anymore

For distance is the only hurdle in our path

For our souls keep longing, to get lost in each other

But I will come one day 

For I can turn the world upside down, if needed

I can tear the sky and burn the water, if required

Wait by the sea shore, I will run through the sand and water...

Hold you in my arms and touch your lips gently 

While the sun, the sand, the sea will cease to exist

And while we will be drowned in the ocean of our love 

Our souls will find each other all over again...

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